This Life

I am alive and I am dead

No more nothing inside my head

I’m alone and I am lost

No more will to despise the cost

Living through another day of this life

You have no faith you must sacrifice

Just always give and I’ll receive

A understanding I know conceive

To paradise is living out lies

Until another faithless drone dies

Am alive yet I feel dead

I’ve gone inside my head

I’m lost and cannot be found

I’m lying on the ground